Lost in the Fog of Uncertainty

(^Makise Kurisu - Steins;Gate^)
I think everyone has been/will have this kind of moment at least once. The moment when life hasn't thrown anything bad/good at you and you stuck in a rut. You're wondering "What do I do know?"
You try doing some of you favorite hobbies or hang with friends/family/etc to distract yourself from the boredom and loneliness that life is giving you. But you still know, whether it's consciously or unconsciously, that you are lost in the fog of uncertainty. You don't know how long you'll be there or if it will ever go away.
Probably asking yourself something like "why isn't life throwing anything at me?" or "when will this end?".

I know that I am their right now (probably again). I finished high school. Don't have a job. Not going to college right now. Friends are off to college or something. Feeling alone. I might sound insane but I miss High School. High School was where I would see and talk to friends/people I knew. (In a sense) Hang out with them. High School was the only place I saw them. And now that it's gone...I feel lonely. I miss them all. Friends, Acquaintances, so called "enemies"...All of the above. Though, Yea i miss some more than others, i still miss them all (in a friendly way). Sometimes when I am walking around the mall or shopping areas, I have a piece of me that hopes I'll see someone...But it never really happens. And yet that little piece of hope is ALWAYS there when I go out somewhere.

To anyone who knows me in real life:
I miss you (in a friendly way).

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