Reminder for Me (on what I want to do)

This is a list to remind myself of what I would like to accomplish this year:

Games I want to play more of/playthrough/finish/replay (Possibly stream):

• Mass Effect 3 (Insanity)
• Mass Effect Renegade Playthrough (Mshep/Ashley Romance)
• Banner Saga 1 & 2
• Bioshock Trilogy
• Saints Row the Third DLC
• Persona 4
• Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
• Overwatch (Competitive and QM)
• Heroes of the Storm
• Watch Dogs 2 (Maybe, not liking the controls :/ )
• Undertale
• Reigns
• PS3 Games (Beyond Two Souls, Uncharted, L.A. Noire, Infamous, The Last of Us, Star Wars the Forced Unleashed)
• Divinity Original Sin
• Dreamfall Chapters
• Sleeping Dogs Definitive Edition
• Saints Row 4
• Doom
• Pokemon Moon & Sun
• Akiba's Trip
• Shadow of Mordor
• SWTOR

Below are games I have reserved but have yet to be released but want to play when released

• Yakuza 0
• Horizon Zero Dawn
• Akiba's Beat
• Mass Effect Andromeda (PS4 and PC because I am a nerd)
• Persona 5

Read more books

Draw more

Watch more anime

Lacking Motivation

I've been lacking in Motivation. I havent had the motivation to stream or workout or draw. I have the want but not the motivation to.

I know if you try and do the thing you want to be motivated in that you can become motivated. That hasnt work for me.

I try and draw but then get upset or mad at how the anatomy is or whatever then I stop for a while.

I try and stream but I feel lost on what I should be doing though there is no rule book for streaming unless its the rules of what games I can/can't stream.

I try and workout but then feel like I've made no progress so I stop and avoid it.

Ugh.

I need to push myself more to get motivation maybe...Not sure