Things I need to do & Winter Blues

There are so many things i need (more so want) to do.

• Finish my (2nd/New Game+) play-through of Blood and Wine DLC of Witcher 3 Wild Hunt
• I recently bought a 5TB Hard-drive so I am able to play more games on steam so I want to play more game on steam that are Story Based (ex: Divinty Original Sin, Tales of Zestiria)
• I want to replay through Saints Row the Third and Saints Row 4 (and though I own Gat Out of Hell, I am no inclined to play it)
• Play-through the Bioshock Trilogy
• Finish the Eternal Throne thing in SWTOR with my Sith Inquisitor (Oh how I miss my lightning attacks)
• Finish the Adventure Modes on Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
• Play more Overwatch, especially when the Christmas Event is out. (same goes for Heroes of the Storm)
• Finish Pokemon Moon (and finish the Pokedex)
• Start Play-through Pokemon Sun
• Finish Mass Effect 3 Insanity
• Play more Watch Dogs 2
• Pay more Assassin's Creed Syndicate (I mean I have the gold edition, I should play it more)
• Draw more! I've been lacking on drawing because I've been mad at most of my recent drawings
• I actually bought like 6 PS3 Games for a good price and want to stream those for fun. Some I've played a long while ago, others I've never played.
• Clean my room (its a bit of a mess)
• Play more games on the Wii U, I mainly use it to watch Netflix .___.

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Winter always affects me. It makes me feel more depressed. I become a hermit of sorts. Keeping to myself, don't bother going outside, not talking to friends. I try and push myself out of it but it doesnt seem to work usually. 

Sigh...

I've quit my job due to my severe stress issues. I've been feeling very angry internally for some reason. Maybe its aimed towards myself, who knows. I've been wanting to play renegade Commander Shepard or a Sith/Dark-Side Jedi on SWTOR. I've also portraying myself as a renegade/evil person in my personal stories.....

I have a problem...

Don't worry tho, its mainly internal anger so...ye.

Videogames help with it.

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I do apologize tho for not streaming at all. I've been feeling unsure what to play and not feeling like streaming because of my emotional issues currently....

My Plan for Streaming

So I have yet to stream. That is mainly because I'm going on a trip near the end of October and it'd be silly to start up my streams then leave for like a week. So, I am planning to stream near the beginning of November.

I have yet to decide a specific time but I have many games planned to be played! For example, Battlefield 1, Overwatch, SWTOR, My Mass Effect 3 Insanity Play-through and more! I was also planing to do like a lvling playthrough on WoW but still debating on that because I mainly play for fun (except my main monks and druids, though I have been lacking on playing). I have yet to ask my friends if they'd like to be in the streams. I think I will start off on my own then ask them. I'd hate to make them feel uncomfortable.

I currently dont have a working webcam. My laptop is my PC but the webcam doesn't work properly. I'm hoping this Christmas to either get a webcam or have enough money for one. I don't have a professional mic but the one on my headset works really well. I again hope to get one during the holidays.

The schedule and staying consistent with streams will be a little tough for me because I like sleeping in and when I set alarms to wake me, I turn them fully off then go back to bed. But I really want this to work so I'm going to do my very best to be on time. I think for scheduling I'll do most days except the weekends or some variant.