To A New Year (Somewhat of a Rambling Post)

This year....2016 was a shit year for many reasons. So many that it's mind boggling.

2017 will hopefully be a better year compared to 2016.


There are many things I need/want to do/work on.
For example

• I haven't been streaming enough or at all since I said I would. I would like to stream more often of the games I have and games to come (such as Yakuza 0 and Horizon Zero Dawn). I bought/recieved some games over the winter/holiday time (Doom, Akiba's Trip, Shadow Of Mordor, Undertale, Reign and Wind Waker for Wii U). So I would like to stream those along with some Overwatch and Mass Effect (Trilogy or 3) though I still have to set them up in OBS and edit the steam labs thing that show's up if  I gain new followers.

• I want to be come a better streamer so I can do donation streams for Cancer Research and such. My mom has gotten cancer three times to I would mean alot to me do that but I dont know if I am able to do that if I'm such a lowbie stream hence I wanna become bigger.

• I want to lose the weight I have gained over winter. It's not a lot but its enough for me to notice so I want to work out and eat more things in moderation and such.

• As much as I dont want a job, I am going to try and find a normal job(rather than seasonal). I need it to help pay bills and groceries and such things.

• I wanna play more of my Insanity play-through of Mass Effect 3 though I keep avoiding it for unknown reasons. I also been wanting to create another Mass Effect 1 character but I wanna finish my insanity play-through first.

• I want to finish my Alola-dex on Pokemon Moon then play-through Pokemon sun

• I want to work on my anatomy and facial expressions on my drawings along with poses.

• I want to read the books I own/Read more in general.

• I need to finish the Eternal Throne along with gaining legendary status on SWTOR

• I want to watch more anime/read more manga

Things I need to do & Winter Blues

There are so many things i need (more so want) to do.

• Finish my (2nd/New Game+) play-through of Blood and Wine DLC of Witcher 3 Wild Hunt
• I recently bought a 5TB Hard-drive so I am able to play more games on steam so I want to play more game on steam that are Story Based (ex: Divinty Original Sin, Tales of Zestiria)
• I want to replay through Saints Row the Third and Saints Row 4 (and though I own Gat Out of Hell, I am no inclined to play it)
• Play-through the Bioshock Trilogy
• Finish the Eternal Throne thing in SWTOR with my Sith Inquisitor (Oh how I miss my lightning attacks)
• Finish the Adventure Modes on Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
• Play more Overwatch, especially when the Christmas Event is out. (same goes for Heroes of the Storm)
• Finish Pokemon Moon (and finish the Pokedex)
• Start Play-through Pokemon Sun
• Finish Mass Effect 3 Insanity
• Play more Watch Dogs 2
• Pay more Assassin's Creed Syndicate (I mean I have the gold edition, I should play it more)
• Draw more! I've been lacking on drawing because I've been mad at most of my recent drawings
• I actually bought like 6 PS3 Games for a good price and want to stream those for fun. Some I've played a long while ago, others I've never played.
• Clean my room (its a bit of a mess)
• Play more games on the Wii U, I mainly use it to watch Netflix .___.

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Winter always affects me. It makes me feel more depressed. I become a hermit of sorts. Keeping to myself, don't bother going outside, not talking to friends. I try and push myself out of it but it doesnt seem to work usually. 

Sigh...

I've quit my job due to my severe stress issues. I've been feeling very angry internally for some reason. Maybe its aimed towards myself, who knows. I've been wanting to play renegade Commander Shepard or a Sith/Dark-Side Jedi on SWTOR. I've also portraying myself as a renegade/evil person in my personal stories.....

I have a problem...

Don't worry tho, its mainly internal anger so...ye.

Videogames help with it.

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I do apologize tho for not streaming at all. I've been feeling unsure what to play and not feeling like streaming because of my emotional issues currently....