Reminder for Me (on what I want to do)

This is a list to remind myself of what I would like to accomplish this year:

Games I want to play more of/playthrough/finish/replay (Possibly stream):

• Mass Effect 3 (Insanity)
• Mass Effect Renegade Playthrough (Mshep/Ashley Romance)
• Banner Saga 1 & 2
• Bioshock Trilogy
• Saints Row the Third DLC
• Persona 4
• Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
• Overwatch (Competitive and QM)
• Heroes of the Storm
• Watch Dogs 2 (Maybe, not liking the controls :/ )
• Undertale
• Reigns
• PS3 Games (Beyond Two Souls, Uncharted, L.A. Noire, Infamous, The Last of Us, Star Wars the Forced Unleashed)
• Divinity Original Sin
• Dreamfall Chapters
• Sleeping Dogs Definitive Edition
• Saints Row 4
• Doom
• Pokemon Moon & Sun
• Akiba's Trip
• Shadow of Mordor
• SWTOR

Below are games I have reserved but have yet to be released but want to play when released

• Yakuza 0
• Horizon Zero Dawn
• Akiba's Beat
• Mass Effect Andromeda (PS4 and PC because I am a nerd)
• Persona 5

Read more books

Draw more

Watch more anime

Lacking Motivation

I've been lacking in Motivation. I havent had the motivation to stream or workout or draw. I have the want but not the motivation to.

I know if you try and do the thing you want to be motivated in that you can become motivated. That hasnt work for me.

I try and draw but then get upset or mad at how the anatomy is or whatever then I stop for a while.

I try and stream but I feel lost on what I should be doing though there is no rule book for streaming unless its the rules of what games I can/can't stream.

I try and workout but then feel like I've made no progress so I stop and avoid it.

Ugh.

I need to push myself more to get motivation maybe...Not sure

To A New Year (Somewhat of a Rambling Post)

This year....2016 was a shit year for many reasons. So many that it's mind boggling.

2017 will hopefully be a better year compared to 2016.


There are many things I need/want to do/work on.
For example

• I haven't been streaming enough or at all since I said I would. I would like to stream more often of the games I have and games to come (such as Yakuza 0 and Horizon Zero Dawn). I bought/recieved some games over the winter/holiday time (Doom, Akiba's Trip, Shadow Of Mordor, Undertale, Reign and Wind Waker for Wii U). So I would like to stream those along with some Overwatch and Mass Effect (Trilogy or 3) though I still have to set them up in OBS and edit the steam labs thing that show's up if  I gain new followers.

• I want to be come a better streamer so I can do donation streams for Cancer Research and such. My mom has gotten cancer three times to I would mean alot to me do that but I dont know if I am able to do that if I'm such a lowbie stream hence I wanna become bigger.

• I want to lose the weight I have gained over winter. It's not a lot but its enough for me to notice so I want to work out and eat more things in moderation and such.

• As much as I dont want a job, I am going to try and find a normal job(rather than seasonal). I need it to help pay bills and groceries and such things.

• I wanna play more of my Insanity play-through of Mass Effect 3 though I keep avoiding it for unknown reasons. I also been wanting to create another Mass Effect 1 character but I wanna finish my insanity play-through first.

• I want to finish my Alola-dex on Pokemon Moon then play-through Pokemon sun

• I want to work on my anatomy and facial expressions on my drawings along with poses.

• I want to read the books I own/Read more in general.

• I need to finish the Eternal Throne along with gaining legendary status on SWTOR

• I want to watch more anime/read more manga