30 Day Video Game Challenge Revised (Long Post)

I know I've done this challenge before. Last year in September in fact. But I've played many games (either new or replayed) and I wanted to make revised version of the challenge. 😊 (Skipping Number one because that's the same as previous post. Here's the link to the Post. Some of the numbers will have short answers meaning that they are the same as the post made in last year).

2. Your Favorite Character - This one is also the same as before, I very much love my Paragon [Fem]Shepard of the Mass Effect Trilogy. She's kind and considerate but a bad ass when needed.

3. A Game That is Underrated - I don't know if I'd count this as underrated but Mass Effect Andromeda got a lot of hate before and after launch. I playthrough it once (and currently have many playthroughs going) and I enjoyed it a lot. I know its not the Mass Effect Trilogy but that's the point so MEH DEAL WITH IT!

4. Your guilty pleasure game - Akiba's Trip: Undead and Undressed....Yep

5. Game Character You Feel You are Most Like (or wish you were) - The character I am most like I think is Peebee of Mass Effect Andromeda. She acts confident and a lot of times puts a fake smile on while not letting anyone close in because she's afraid of getting hurt. :/

6. Most Annoying Character - Preston Garvey. I don't wanna deal with settlements, I want to ADVENTURE!

7. Favorite Game Couple - For a legitimate game couple I'd have to say Witcher Geralt and Lady Yennefer of Vengerberg. For an illegitimate game couple I'd have to say it's a tie between Femshep x Ashley and FemRyder x Cora.

8. Best Soundtrack - Mass Effect (All of them, including Andromeda)

9. Saddest Game Scene - *Spoilers* In Sleeping Dogs, at Winston's Wedding when it get's shot up by rival triad members. It was supposed to be their special day.

10. Best Gameplay - Witcher 3: Wild Hunt

11. Gaming System of Choice - PC or PS4. Unless there is a specific console-only game (like Anthem) then I'd say Xbox One.

12. A Game Everyone Should Play - If we're talking any game then Witcher 3: Wild Hunt. If we are talking rated E for everyone then I'd say Stardew Valley (though its rated E10+)

13. A Game You've played more than Fives Times - Mass Effect 3 specifically.

14. Current (or most recent) Gaming Wallpaper - On my both my Laptops and Tablet its Mass Effect Andromeda (specifically, Ryder in armor).

15. Post a screen shot of the game you're playing right now -
(Don't currently have any screen shots of Mass Effect Andromeda so here's Jaal artwork [Not made by me])

16. Game with the best cut scenes - Mass Effect Trilogy because some were just cinematic, others you could interact/interrupt in which was a cool mechanic.

17. Favorite Antagonist - *Somewhat Spoiler* Shepard's Clone in Mass Effect 3 Citadel DLC

18. Favorite Protagonist - Jaal Ama Darav (of Mass Effect Andromeda) because he's super sweet and considerate while still being powerful on the battlefield.

19.Picture of a Game Setting You Wish You Lived In -
(Witcher 3 Wild Hunt setting, specifically in Toussaint. I'd want to be witcher or maybe something else.)

20. Favorite Genre - Sci-Fi, Sci-Fantasy, Fantasy, RPG, sometimes survival with Zomzoms

21. Game with the Best Story - Mass Effect series because romances, in-depth story and character background, lots of characters to get attached to, lots of locations to see. (One gripe I have is that a lot of the romances are male oriented in all of them. Like I feel like Jack, Ashley Williams, Cora Harper, and Tali would be bisexual. Same goes for Garrus and Thane.)

22. A Game Sequel which Disappointed You - It's more of a DLC sequel but Trespasser DLC of Dragon Age Inquisition. Also Saints Row IV and Gat out of Hell kind of disappointed me.

23. Game You Think Had The Best Graphics or Art Style - Graphics wise, that goes to Witcher 3 Wild Hunt. Art Style on the other hand I'd say Stardew Valley. Very simplistic while being very detailed at the same time.

24. Favorite Classic Game - Super Mario Bros. on the NES

25.A Game You Plan on Playing - Akiba's Beat, Psycho Pass Mandatory Happiness, and more of other games I started playing but never finished or never got most/all achievements for.

26. Best Voice Acting - Jennifer Hale as Commander Shepard (Mass Effect Trilogy)

27. Most Epic Scene Ever - Can't think of any new ones off the top of my head.

28. Favorite Game Developer - Bioware

29. A Game You Thought You Wouldn't Like but Ended Up Loving - I thought I wouldn't like Middle-Earth Shadow of Mordor because I am not a Lord of the Rings fan but I enjoyed the Gameplay a lot even if I haven't gotten far into the story.

30. Your Favorite Game of All Time - a tie between the Witcher 3 Wild Hunt and Mass Effect 3


.:Vent Post:.

I've  been stressing about college. I haven't posted it here but I recently got accepted into college that's close by to my home. Ever since I've gotten accepted I haven't been able to draw or write anything I am happy/satisfied with. I think I am severely internally stressing out over this when I shouldn't. But the fact that I am fearing critiques/criticisms of my artwork makes me feel so stressed that I am unable to draw. My mom and therapist believe it's artists block but I don't feel that way. I feel like the weight of college is overwhelming for me. I understand a part of me wanted this but now most of me is regretting this. And now if I am unable to stay, whether it be because anxiety or whatever, my mom might be disappointed in me...Which makes me feel like I am being forced to go because I hate that word. "Disappointed". It's such a harsh and hurtful word like "Hate". I am giving at go and willing to try it but honestly I don't know if will work out. Though that means going back to probably retail jobs or something else....Ugh...Life suck right now...

Time to play games and be a real loner....


First Glance Thoughts of the Mass Effect Andromeda Companions/Crew

 Jaal - Adorable Space Kitty :3

Nakmor Drak - A tough son of a bitch who can hold is own in a fight

Liam Kosta - Looks smart but seems like a chill dude. I like his choice of duel omni-blades.

Peebee - Looks like a a tough bitch but probably is a softie on the inside

Vetra Nyx - Looks intellectual and strong. Also is Alien Wife :D

Cora Harper - Looks like someone who prefers it their way. I like her shotgun/biotic combo. Also is Human Wife :3


Reminder for Me (on what I want to do)

This is a list to remind myself of what I would like to accomplish this year:

Games I want to play more of/playthrough/finish/replay (Possibly stream):
  • Mass Effect 3 (Insanity)
  • Mass Effect Renegade Playthrough (Mshep/Ashley Romance)
  • Banner Saga 1 & 2
  • Bioshock Trilogy
  • Saints Row the Third DLC
  • Persona 4
  • Naruto Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
  • Overwatch (Competitive and QM)
  • Heroes of the Storm
  • Watch Dogs 2 (Maybe, not liking the controls :/ )
  • Undertale
  • Reigns
  • PS3 Games (Beyond Two Souls, Uncharted, L.A. Noire, Infamous, The Last of Us, Star Wars the Forced Unleashed)
  • Divinity Original Sin
  • Dreamfall Chapters
  • Sleeping Dogs Definitive Edition
  • Saints Row 4
  • Doom
  • Pokemon Moon & Sun
  • Akiba's Trip
  • Shadow of Mordor
Below are games I have reserved but have yet to be released but want to play when released
  • Yakuza 0
  • Horizon Zero Dawn
  • Akiba's Beat
  • Mass Effect Andromeda (PS4 and PC because I am a nerd)
  • Persona 5
Read more books

Draw more
Watch more anime


Lacking Motivation

I've been lacking in Motivation. I havent had the motivation to stream or workout or draw. I have the want but not the motivation to.

I know if you try and do the thing you want to be motivated in that you can become motivated. That hasnt work for me.

I try and draw but then get upset or mad at how the anatomy is or whatever then I stop for a while.

I try and stream but I feel lost on what I should be doing though there is no rule book for streaming unless its the rules of what games I can/can't stream.

I try and workout but then feel like I've made no progress so I stop and avoid it.


I need to push myself more to get motivation maybe...Not sure


To A New Year (Somewhat of a Rambling Post)

This year....2016 was a shit year for many reasons. So many that it's mind boggling.

2017 will hopefully be a better year compared to 2016.

There are many things I need/want to do/work on.
For example

  • I haven't been streaming enough or at all since I said I would. I would like to stream more often of the games I have and games to come (such as Yakuza 0 and Horizon Zero Dawn). I bought/recieved some games over the winter/holiday time (Doom, Akiba's Trip, Shadow Of Mordor, Undertale, Reign and Wind Waker for Wii U). So I would like to stream those along with some Overwatch and Mass Effect (Trilogy or 3) though I still have to set them up in OBS and edit the steam labs thing that show's up if  I gain new followers.
  • I want to be come a better streamer so I can do donation streams for Cancer Research and such. My mom has gotten cancer three times to I would mean alot to me do that but I dont know if I am able to do that if I'm such a lowbie stream hence I wanna become bigger.
  • I want to lose the weight I have gained over winter. It's not a lot but its enough for me to notice so I want to work out and eat more things in moderation and such.
  • As much as I dont want a job, I am going to try and find a normal job(rather than seasonal). I need it to help pay bills and groceries and such things.
  • I wanna play more of my Insanity play-through of Mass Effect 3 though I keep avoiding it for unknown reasons. I also been wanting to create another Mass Effect 1 character but I wanna finish my insanity play-through first.
  • I want to finish my Alola-dex on Pokemon Moon then play-through Pokemon sun
  • I want to work on my anatomy and facial expressions on my drawings along with poses.
  • I want to read the books I own/Read more in general.
  • I need to finish the Eternal Throne along with gaining legendary status on SWTOR
  • I want to watch more anime/read more manga


Things I need to do & Winter Blues

There are so many things i need (more so want) to do.

  • Finish my (2nd/New Game+) play-through of Blood and Wine DLC of Witcher 3 Wild Hunt
  • I recently bought a 5TB Hard-drive so I am able to play more games on steam so I want to play more game on steam that are Story Based (ex: Divinty Original Sin, Tales of Zestiria)
  • I want to replay through Saints Row the Third and Saints Row 4 (and though I own Gat Out of Hell, I am no inclined to play it)
  • Play-through the Bioshock Trilogy
  • Finish the Eternal Throne thing in SWTOR with my Sith Inquisitor (Oh how I miss my lightning attacks)
  • Finish the Adventure Modes on Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 4
  • Play more Overwatch, especially when the Christmas Event is out. (same goes for Heroes of the Storm)
  • Finish Pokemon Moon (and finish the Pokedex)
  • Start Play-through Pokemon Sun
  • Finish Mass Effect 3 Insanity
  • Play more Watch Dogs 2
  • Pay more Assassin's Creed Syndicate (I mean I have the gold edition, I should play it more)
  • Draw more! I've been lacking on drawing because I've been mad at most of my recent drawings
  • I actually bought like 6 PS3 Games for a good price and want to stream those for fun. Some I've played a long while ago, others I've never played.
  • Clean my room (its a bit of a mess)
  • Play more games on the Wii U, I mainly use it to watch Netflix .___.


Winter always affects me. It makes me feel more depressed. I become a hermit of sorts. Keeping to myself, don't bother going outside, not talking to friends. I try and push myself out of it but it doesnt seem to work usually. 



I've quit my job due to my severe stress issues. I've been feeling very angry internally for some reason. Maybe its aimed towards myself, who knows. I've been wanting to play renegade Commander Shepard or a Sith/Dark-Side Jedi on SWTOR. I've also portraying myself as a renegade/evil person in my personal stories.....

I have a problem...
Don't worry tho, its mainly internal anger

Videogames help with it.

I do apologize tho for not streaming at all. I've been feeling unsure what to play and not feeling like streaming because of my emotional issues currently....


My Plan for Streaming

So I have yet to stream. That is mainly because I'm going on a trip near the end of October and it'd be silly to start up my streams then leave for like a week. So, I am planning to stream near the beginning of November.

I have yet to decide a specific time but I have many games planned to be played! For example, Battlefield 1, Overwatch, SWTOR, My Mass Effect 3 Insanity Play-through and more! I was also planing to do like a lvling playthrough on WoW but still debating on that because I mainly play for fun (except my main monks and druids, though I have been lacking on playing). I have yet to ask my friends if they'd like to be in the streams. I think I will start off on my own then ask them. I'd hate to make them feel uncomfortable.

I currently dont have a working webcam. My laptop is my PC but the webcam doesn't work properly. I'm hoping this Christmas to either get a webcam or have enough money for one. I don't have a professional mic but the one on my headset works really well. I again hope to get one during the holidays.
The schedule and staying consistent with streams will be a little tough for me because I like sleeping in and when I set alarms to wake me, I turn them fully off then go back to bed. But I really want this to work so I'm going to do my very best to be on time. I think for scheduling I'll do most days except the weekends or some variant.


[I.M.O] Beautiful Women in Videogames (Based on Games I've played

Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon 
Yennefer of Vengerberg 
Triss Merigold 
Keira Metz 
Philipa Eilhart 
Sylvia Anna
Anna Henrietta
Vivienne de Tabris ( I think she is beautiful in her cursed bird form)
Cerys an Craite

Commander Jane Shepard (the regular model)
Lt. Commander Ashley Williams
Dr. Liara T'Soni
Subject Zero/Jack
Miranda Lawson
Tali'Zorah nar Rayya
Aria T'Loak
Kasumi Goto
Dr. Karin Chakwas
Maya Brooks
Samantha Traynor

Saints Row the Third
Kinzie Kensington
Viola and Kiki DeWynter

(All the women)

Fallout 4
Piper Wright

Dragon Age Trilogy
Fem!Hawke (Preset)
Bethany Hawke
Cassandra Pentaghast
Josephine Montilyet
Lace Harding

Dota 2
Legion Commander
Drow Ranger
Templar Assassin
Phantom Assassin
Crystal Maiden
Queen of Pain
Death Prophet
Borderlands Series - Athena, Maya, Lilith
World of Warcraft - Sylvanas, Jaina Proudmoore (though she is a bit of a bitch)
The Legend of Zelda - Princess Zelda
Stardew Valley - Leah, Penny
Assassin's Creed Syndicate - Evie Frye
Super Mario Galaxy - Rosalina


I've played so many other games but I can't think of the lovely ladies of the game or they don't really have any.


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