It's been more than year since last post and some big things have happened

 So, I'd like to formally apologize to those who come and look at my blog, whether it be for the awesome gifs/images I find or my opinions on things. It's been...Its been a doozy of a time since the last post (Jan 8th 2019).

A big, life changing death happened in my family. My mother suffereed from cancer for a long time of her life. She passed away on Feb 11th at around 9:30pm. After her death, throughout the year I had to spend time for along time doing legal things and moving and trying to better my mood. I was in a deep depression. Im still depressed but it really varies day to day.

Then in December of 2019, My best friend decided to block me out of her life for unknown reasons known to me. You know who you are. If you are reading this, I am truly sorry for being selfish and inconsiderate of the possible situatiions you were in and I am sorry was annoying.

Since I am doing a bit better since last year, I am going to go try and post her more often. More so opinions rather than gifs/images. if you wanna watch me stream check me out at 

https://www.twitch.tv/pathfindermomo

But I promise to post here more often! 

Happy New Year and Junk

First off:

Happy New Years to everyone, I hope your new year started off alright. I know mine did for a few reasons, some I will share later on.

Also apologies on the lacking of posts on this blog. I just haven't been in the mood to write or blog but I will try to do better this year.
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I recently [re]bought Yakuza 0 for PC (instead of PS4) and a few other games. Though the one I've been mainly playing is either Monster Hunter World or Mass Effect Trilogy (doing a Miranda Romance Playthrough and so far it's been kind of adorable and cute).

Monster Hunter World is soo much fun UNTIL you get stuck on a monster that is necessary for progressing the story and fucks everything up. I'm working on getting better gear for my character (Markus). I'm also working on getting the Faux Felyne Head, literally all i need is 1 Tailrider Voucher but I still have yet to get it. I currently wear Ingot Armor but Bone Armor is still one of my favorite looking armors so far.

I'm working on getting through the Miranda Romance so I can go through again and romance Garrus, Tali, Thane, and Jack. I've romanced everyone else on separate playthroughs.

I've made a personal list of games I want to play, life stuff that needs to be done, and art relating things I want to work on. I have been lacking in the liking of my current artwork. So Im trying to get out of this rut Im stuck in. Also, I found a story I was working on in my Google Drive and let's just say, I like it a lot and I will continue to work on it so I can share it on deviantArt. It just might take some time as it is very thorough with dialogue and details.

My seasonal job has come to an end sadly. So currently I am unemployed which has also put me in a rut of sorts.

....That's about it so far this year. Let's make this year better than the last! Or at least try to.

Kaidan Alenko vs Ashley Williams (A Mass Effect Trilogy Post)

 

For the longest of time, probably since I first played Mass Effect back in uh... 2013/2014 (when I turned 18), I always found Gunnery Chief/Lt Commander Ashley Williams more attractive and appealing at the time.

She is a strong soldier with a badass attitude with looks to match (imo)

But recently, like in the past year, I have played through Mass Effect 1 and 2 with Kaidan Alenko on the team and I actually don't find him as annoying as I thought I would. He is a caring, kindhearted man who loves a good steak and whisky. He has grown onto my heart. Only trouble is now when I play Mass Effect 1 I'll have a difficult choice to make.