The gears of my brain and creative side are starting to go but I can already feel my mood and emotional state dropping due to the fact February is coming up, which sucks. I am trying to distract myself more so I don't feel the depression, sadness, and pain inside. I know it's not good to do this. I dont have any good reasons or excuses for doing things this way. I just do them this way. As long as I can push through, and distract myself through February, I will be fine.. I guess lol
