Waiting for the actual news of a Mass Effect Remaster...

 

I do my best to keep up with the "leaks" and rumors to the possibility of a Mass Effect Trilogy remaster. For those who know me, know my favorite game series of all time is Mass Effect (Yes, even Andromeda). 

The most recent rumor I saw is that their MIGHT be a release date for it in October. That would be amazing if it were more than just a rumor. Not only for the awesome-ness of a remaster but ALSO because N7 Day (November 7th) wouldnt be too far off. To me, that's epic in theory.

I am currently working on playing through the trilogy again but this time romancing Garrus. I've romanced Liara, Ashley, Traynor, Steve and Kaidan. I have yet to romance Miranda, Jack, Tali, Samara, James, Javik(?), Thane, Allers...And No I wont romance Jacob, I dont particularly like him.

I am also working on play Mass Effect 3 on Insanity. Im literally on the last mission. But I know how difficult it can be even on Normal. So I've literally been putting it off.

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I've also been playing so much Elder Scrolls Online. In the past two weeks I've played 84 hrs. In total I've played 1,245 hrs. Like I love this game. It's my all time favorite MMO. 

It's also pretty epic in my eyes that Lyris Titanborn is voiced by Jennifer Hale aka FemShep of Mass Effect! 

This is my guy from ESO

I am Depressed

 

I am depressed. No denying that. I miss many beings of my past. My mom, my dog and cat (both had to be put down over the past coupe years because they had cancer and were in pain// Dog was struggling with walking while the Cat was struggling with eating normally), I also miss my best friend. And I am semi-sorry for reiterating that fact but I really do miss her....I have only one game that I play with a couple new friends Ive made. But I want to play other games but I have no one to play with (Like Elder Scrolls Online, Mass Effect 3/Andromeda Multiplayer, World of Warcraft, Overwatch, Heroes of the Storm, and so on and so forth). But I am terrible at making new friends, I try to make long lasting friends but they never seem to stay... I want to make long lasting friends I can talk to when I am not gaming and such. If you read my blog and play the games I mention, don't hesitate to comment that you'd like someone chill to play with...

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Cynder Hauster // Ayano // Rumjugs // Whatever you wanna be called, please please please, tell me why you left my life. Tell me why even if it is or isnt my fault. I miss talking to you and gaming with you and Ghost and Noobicus.... I wont use your real name but rather your online handles.......You know who you are....

I am so sorry, please just know how sorry I am!!

Life Pondering

In my current life situation, I spend my days pondering life, gaming, reading, etc. I've been thinking about my mom a lot which is a very painful thing for me to do. I've also been thinking about my [ex] Best Friend though I wish she was still my best friend. 

I've also been thinking about stupid shit I did as a kid. I did really annoying, stupid things that I regret doing/realize why people treated me a certain way. I wasn't a full on bully per say but I would tease and annoy my friends. I am sorry to most of the friends I've pushed away and such. One I am not sorry towards because she decided to blackmail me when I came out to her as bisexual at the time...I've said stupid things, thinking it was okay but realizing now it wasn't. So I am sorry about that.

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I am feeling really depressed and such right now... :/